Emotion

hide it

keep it for yourself

fill your pillow with tears at night

wake up,like its never been said

one night you are going to recall the moments,

in a second they`ll come,

waiting for their feeler,

wishing he wont stop.

the feelings,hold them so tight

love them,embrace them,hope one day you`ll find,

the grace after weariness

the cosiness after cold

the ultimate tenderness they`ve given me

the love that was lost before

the memories,remember me,will make you feel joyful

grant you moments of pleasure

will bring your heart back to beating

filling your whole body with life

as i used to hug you,vibrant with love

confirming with every inch i touch in you to the whole world

that we are one and will always be.

confessing that i love you with every ounce of my heart,with every sense i own,

that your are me.

will cause to long for me,but who am i

waiting for me,but in the end i`ll die

that place where u used to see me

will be always our place

but one of us through time

may not be there.

a devotion state

maybe i love you

this is my world

the power of devotion this makes up my life

i wait for you,long for your time

and all around my life turns just when you want

name it im there,call me im down

protect me stop me from me and from myself

get the best of me

and from me if you want

its all from you, for you, and around you

you are my earth

for everyday i`ve been waitting

for being with you

sitting on my couch,

phone in my lap

computer in front of my eyes,maybe you will chat

tell me you need me,miss me inisde

that your day is not the same if you dont hear my voice

that in your mirror you see my reflection

and in your dreams im the angel that makes your sleep so wright

whenever i pass by your mind,hold that thought,

call me say that you were just thinking about me

love me and say it

feed me the strength

to be able to let my day pass cause in its end

i`ll call you tell u thats it was over

the Element

at first i was me,i was skeptical

kept thinking oh Mr. judgmental

how far you can is just too much for me

cant take it, cant leave

now its been many weeks and i have been in love

found the light that was long ago turned off

i closed my bedroom door and sat alone

sick of my laptop,cant read no more

silence starts to become enjoyable

new voices though began to merge

started talking and i listened

warned about the urge,all that i was missin

new more voices begin to show

never realized i had them but i heard them all

when you see you in a new way its empowering

a feeling that there is nothing like it

you got you,found you,felt you

and there is no need for that other you

now its been many weeks and i meet you

im not the one that i used to

for having been apart i say thank you

now i am me,inside me.

Joys

Joyful

stressful, aint gonna happen

happy,sadness you stay away from me

im in a comfort zone

and my aura is like a danger zone

any negativity that passes through

gonna be zapped.poof,like it never was

never will be, any heavy weights

never will be for doubts a trace

no more saying i need some space

i `ve got the space

found the place

i am the state

and for you,all my heart abate.

The Love Book

Prologue :

i am the famous thing the one you all love

so deep down,inside; you know only me you need

from all thats in the world only me that matters

forget the money

forget the fame

forget security, mortal security, all for me you`d trade

from me, you have come

for me, you live

with out me, its like you dont exist

and you do know you dont exist without me.

Chapter 1 :

the love Fear

close your eyes and feel me

say goodnight to the world and only be with me

in your dreams or if you are awake

know.....i`ll be there.

they say the love thing is great (i say whatever)

they say you`ll go to heaven on earth (i say what ever)

dont you wanna find your one (whatever)

love sickness and joy is what im lacking

trying to put it on hold (cant wait no longer)

thinking what would happen if i (let go or surrender)

then i close my eyes and see (broken hearts,shattered glass)

so i say thank you for safety reasons i`ll pass.

Chapter 2:

the love Sick

I am the bow and arrow

the blessing,the curse.

the craving inside you that never goes

who to love,how to love.longing for you

my dear friend where can i find you

in love with love,need love,afraid of love

just send me out there,turn me into love

turn me from me into you, take me deep down

maybe one day i`ll be like you, maybe one day i`ll be love

whether im Edward or Bella,i`ll know i`ve got love

i am the solo,i am the alone

i am the king, turned to stone

when its late at night and im in bed

the craving comes like never ends

it gets warm, i need more

but thats all to it, there is nothing more

not in love

in love

in love with love.

these thoughts are back, they are never ending

the human inside you, is begging for it

the voice form within keeps saying

what kinda creature shits himself out when he is in love.

Chapter 3:

Mysterious,Sinful

love

its this thing that has got me wondering

how is it? how can it be?

love

is it some magic or something hardly real

is it really the ultimate blessing on earth

or its biggest doom

is it going to send me flying

or will be constricted,chained to the floor

i really dont know

but what i do know.....baby,i love you

chapter 4:

At Last

i love,love and this is you

i have,you i have the world

no need,to know whats coming next

cause you,all i want and need

i sleep,securely

i eat,with appetite

i sing,like i am the opera man

i drink,from your loving pond

i live,joyfully i feel blessed

like god,created me for this

like creation,is in harmony with me

like i`m, the god down on land

i am a lover, and i am in love with you.

and it opened again

the flow started running again like water

running back where it belongs

the sky opened

the colours became brighter

and the state was back to trance.

the end.