Saturday, November 27, 2010


hide it
keep it for yourself
fill your pillow with tears at night
wake up,like its never been said

one night you are going to recall the moments,
in a second they`ll come,
waiting for their feeler,
wishing he wont stop.

the feelings,hold them so tight
love them,embrace them,hope one day you`ll find,
the grace after weariness
the cosiness after cold
the ultimate tenderness they`ve given me
the love that was lost before

the memories,remember me,will make you feel joyful
grant you moments of pleasure
will bring your heart back to beating
filling your whole body with life
as i used to hug you,vibrant with love
confirming with every inch i touch in you to the whole world
that we are one and will always be.
confessing that i love you with every ounce of my heart,with every sense i own,
that your are me.

will cause to long for me,but who am i
waiting for me,but in the end i`ll die
that place where u used to see me
will be always our place
but one of us through time
may not be there.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

a devotion state

maybe i love you
this is my world
the power of devotion this makes up my life
i wait for you,long for your time
and all around my life turns just when you want

name it im there,call me im down
protect me stop me from me and from myself
get the best of me
and from me if you want
its all from you, for you, and around you
you are my earth

for everyday i`ve been waitting
for being with you
sitting on my couch,
phone in my lap
computer in front of my eyes,maybe you will chat

tell me you need me,miss me inisde
that your day is not the same if you dont hear my voice
that in your mirror you see my reflection
and in your dreams im the angel that makes your sleep so wright

whenever i pass by your mind,hold that thought,
call me say that you were just thinking about me
love me and say it
feed me the strength
to be able to let my day pass cause in its end
i`ll call you tell u thats it was over

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

the Element

at first i was me,i was skeptical
kept thinking oh Mr. judgmental

how far you can is just too much for me

cant take it, cant leave

now its been many weeks and i have been in love
found the light that was long ago turned off

i closed my bedroom door and sat alone
sick of my laptop,cant read no more
silence starts to become enjoyable
new voices though began to merge
started talking and i listened
warned about the urge,all that i was missin
new more voices begin to show
never realized i had them but i heard them all

when you see you in a new way its empowering
a feeling that there is nothing like it
you got you,found you,felt you
and there is no need for that other you

now its been many weeks and i meet you
im not the one that i used to
for having been apart i say thank you
now i am me,inside me.


stressful, aint gonna happen
happy,sadness you stay away from me
im in a comfort zone
and my aura is like a danger zone
any negativity that passes through
gonna be zapped.poof,like it never was
never will be, any heavy weights
never will be for doubts a trace
no more saying i need some space

i `ve got the space
found the place
i am the state
and for you,all my heart abate.

Monday, November 15, 2010

The Love Book

Prologue :

i am the famous thing the one you all love
so deep down,inside; you know only me you need
from all thats in the world only me that matters
forget the money
forget the fame
forget security, mortal security, all for me you`d trade

from me, you have come
for me, you live
with out me, its like you dont exist

and you do know you dont exist without me.

Chapter 1 :
the love Fear

close your eyes and feel me
say goodnight to the world and only be with me
in your dreams or if you are awake
know.....i`ll be there.

they say the love thing is great (i say whatever)
they say you`ll go to heaven on earth (i say what ever)
dont you wanna find your one (whatever)

love sickness and joy is what im lacking

trying to put it on hold (cant wait no longer)
thinking what would happen if i (let go or surrender)
then i close my eyes and see (broken hearts,shattered glass)

so i say thank you for safety reasons i`ll pass.

Chapter 2:
the love Sick

I am the bow and arrow
the blessing,the curse.
the craving inside you that never goes

who to love,how to love.longing for you
my dear friend where can i find you

in love with love,need love,afraid of love
just send me out there,turn me into love
turn me from me into you, take me deep down
maybe one day i`ll be like you, maybe one day i`ll be love
whether im Edward or Bella,i`ll know i`ve got love

i am the solo,i am the alone
i am the king, turned to stone
when its late at night and im in bed
the craving comes like never ends
it gets warm, i need more
but thats all to it, there is nothing more
not in love
in love
in love with love.

these thoughts are back, they are never ending

the human inside you, is begging for it

the voice form within keeps saying
what kinda creature shits himself out when he is in love.

Chapter 3:

its this thing that has got me wondering
how is it? how can it be?

is it some magic or something hardly real

is it really the ultimate blessing on earth
or its biggest doom

is it going to send me flying
or will be constricted,chained to the floor

i really dont know
but what i do,i love you

chapter 4:
At Last

i love,love and this is you
i have,you i have the world
no need,to know whats coming next
cause you,all i want and need
i sleep,securely
i eat,with appetite
i sing,like i am the opera man
i drink,from your loving pond
i live,joyfully i feel blessed
like god,created me for this
like creation,is in harmony with me
like i`m, the god down on land
i am a lover, and i am in love with you.

and it opened again
the flow started running again like water
running back where it belongs
the sky opened
the colours became brighter
and the state was back to trance.

the end.